Wednesday, December 29, 2010

It is not that I wasn't grateful..

What a long....time that I don't do blogging....Time has been very very precious to me especially during the end of year.Now,just take a break from my super duper job,just to jote sumthing here.

Talking about new year eve which just around the corner,what is my new year resolution??hmmm if last year, losing some weight for wedding was my resolution,which wasnt met the target,as I still looked chubby in the wedding photo.huh. But this year,I don't have any specific thing to achieve,but in the list are:to be a good wife+daughter, reduce the weight (still though) and of course to a better person.Better in term of what?Everything...

But its not about new year i wanna talk about..i will but in other post.
Related to the tittle..
Ok,at my office,we have some sort of technical assessment to measure our capability and it will leads to promotion.I've been assessed and I got the result today.The result is ok but there is some rating that I could not help to argue.Gradually, i comforted myself by telling that the assessor knows better. Then I heard that a friend got a good rating eventho he/she not even could demonstrate that skills.Ok,he/she has experience but none on that subject.I can tolerate if he/she been given like 'knowlegde'  means he/she knowledgable about the subject, but he/she got 'skills' which is equal to 'excellent'.Helllooooo!!!
I'm not being jealous here (okay,i admit a bit jealous,thats normal ,right? we human after all) but I feel an unfair evaluation has happened. It was enough to demotivated me,and i dont feel like i want to continue my job for the rest of the evening.

But..I will be feeling better,not today but for sure tomorrow. A good friend of mine said to me, life does not revolves around that small alphabet on a piece of paper that will most probably get lost sometime in the near future.... and I truly agree.

Soo...as usual..sbg pengubat hati yg lara..lets go to Haagen Dazz!!!! 
Epul...! Blanja plissss..!!


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